Unanswered Questions

I feel confused sometimes, Frustrated, so angry. These questions running through my mind, Are ones I never dreamed I’d be asking. The dreams I had for my future are shattered. The life I planned no longer exist. So tell me how to explain myself, Tell me how to resist. I know people say this wrong, But they say you have to find your own way. I know I should have listened to what I’ve learned, But how can I when emotions run life today. ‘Cause I hurt, and I ache and I churn in my sleep. I just want to shout on the streets, ‘I’m not the same as you any more, No I’m not the same as you anymore.’ But if I did, if I let go. What would happen to me in this crazy world of shame. Would the pitch forks and torches light up the streets, Would everyone be after me. Then I think, what should I do? Would you want everyone after you? Unanswered Questions, I cry to myself. Why is this happening to me now?