Unable To Break Free

I just want to feel numb Don’t want to take another chance Stopped hoping you’ll come But can’t help myself a glance Every time I stop falling over Hanging on the seconds between breaths You seem to creep back Shredding my progress into a mess Did you study my weaknesses Plan a plague on my soul Let me bleed out with no evidence But what about the bankroll Is it just our bodies Cause I see our minds melting too I sit and settle Then you go and have a breakthrough We had our walls Our windowless place Except the curtain fell Now the words can’t be erased