Umbrella of Hate

Standing there Tears streaming down my face Holding up A black umbrella Emotions rolling off My umbrella Used to be white But then it turned black With all of the hate People have towards me Im trying to shield myself From getting poured on With hate My umbrella is getting heavier Every single moment For it is just catching Every emotion I cant hold anymore of it So I just collapse Down on the floor The umbrella Rolls away from me So all that hate I was trying to get away from Hit me in one swift move I started to drown For that umbrella of hate That kept me safe for so long Had finally collapsed On my pained Black heart