Two of a Kind

I feel a closeness to you or at least I felt I did I put so much trust and hope but I see you've turned to another It pains me to see you doing it as a "settlement" because it doesn't start from nowhere Lying to them and lying to yourself Making you believe it's everything you want Causing me pain you wouldn't even know And the pain I can't tell I just wish you wouldn't push me away because I need friends too