Turning Back

Stuck in a situation that i have stupidly chosen It brings my mind to shock, my mouth in stutter, and body frozen giving my stupidity away as charity I wish someone would drag me into clarity Though i feel i haven't done anything wrong everywhere i go i don't belong I wish there was a way to gain the trust that was lost take away all the heartache and pain that i cause take away my life and restart fresh and new I'm hated by many and known by few i know I'm dumb and i screwed up my life i wish i could go back so i don't live in strife i wish i had the answers to stay alive into a blackened pool, i close my eyes and dive struggling as i begin to drown i wish someone would give me their hand and pull me to ground