Trying To Be Positve

When something so huge effects your life some people can fall into depression. I try and let it go it takes time though. I try to see the good in everyone I try to appreciate my preciouse yet limited time on earth. I try to focus on the good yet the bad keeps creeping in my mind. It's like a disease it wont go away. A pill cant stop it. When others mock you and make life hard. They blame you and look down at you. Gossip gossip girls. Yet im trying to focus on those who love me and accept me for me. I have been hurt, yet im trying to move on. So why does the past keep creeping up behind me? I try to stay positive, but it's not always so easy.