Trying My Best

I'm trying my best to survive, it still just seems like things are never going to get right. I'm still trying my best to get over things that have happened in my past, I'm trying my best not to let all my anger and pain last. I'm trying my best to cope with things that are happening to me right now, I'm trying to see the brighter side, but sometimes I just don't know how. I'm trying my best to see that things can change, I try so hard but things seem to just keep staying the same. I'm trying my best to deal with my pain that I've carried with me for so long, why oh why does this have to keep going on? I want people to see me and accept me for what I am and not what they want me to be, maybe one day god will take this load from me. I'm trying not to fall in to the same crowd as all the rest, to not fail in my life, I am trying my best.