Try

When I think of you, I sincerely think of true pure love When I dream of a love that deep, you are the one in which I dream of A love so kind and tender It would make a heart skip a beat and leave a soul to certain surrender A love extremely full of passion, so far beyond lust An honestly so brutal, that you know with every essence of your being in them you can completely trust However, it has been explained to me, many times, and in so many ways That the time has come for me to say Even feeling how I do for you In this moment, you don’t feel that way for me to Just because I sense you do Don’t just make it real or true Your silence, thus far, speaks quietly in loud earth shattering volumes, which drove me insane Now it’s time to find myself some sort of comfort while I struggle to let go of the pain I have to start living life for me There’s so much of the world to see Who knows what I will or won’t find However, I have to get out there and stop leaving me behind You will always hold a huge part Of my mind, my soul, most importantly my heart But you’ve known that from the day we met, yeah they were yours from the very start I have to do this for you, but more so, I need this so badly for me So down this new road I’ll walk not yet knowing where it’s going to lead or what’s quite going to come to be And who knows what the days ahead will bring to us But for now, I can’t any longer sit on this shelf collecting all this dust When and if you’re ever ready for us to be any part in each other’s lives, I’m only just a phone call away Until that time, that I know may never come, your memory I will hold safe everyday I hope this is only so long and not goodbye And I can’t, nor will I promise that I won’t have tears that I may sometimes need to cry All I can say is to do my best with moving on with my life, all I can surly promise is to, everyday and each night, keep true to try