Truth
Im done with speaking my mind cuz i got to much to say
Im done with living the lie cuz it truthfully not really me
Trying to do right for organization that dont do right by me
Drowning in the sorrow that was mostly brought on by me
Looking for a light but its too dark to see
My emotion on a platter that hidden by my own deceit
Success was my lust but i chose to run
Now im feeling sicc for the decisions i chose came undone
Reality is in and i can see it clearly
If i dont make the change i will lose it mentally
Trying to rearrange the game being played into my favor
But anxiexty taking over into the the winning favor
Depression is that what im feeling
My mind so gone i pretend im chilling
I like for people to hear me but in the code of ryhme
So the only people that truly hear me knows my mind
Time to stop trying to force the wheel
Cuz i know he will take over and show me whats real
He took me down this path so i would not be blinded by the surreal
Because when you are at your lowest he will guide you bacc up i new hill
Then next step it up the mountain
Now the sky the limit some crazy profound ****
I pray i can find the will because i keep searching but im still grounded
This from the heart not the mind because like i said its got way too much to say
Peace and God Bless all
And dont you worry i wait through hell and water for mine
Because when i shine it will be in bright fury
Moving nations on a path matter of a fact a journey
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