Truth

Im done with speaking my mind cuz i got to much to say Im done with living the lie cuz it truthfully not really me Trying to do right for organization that dont do right by me Drowning in the sorrow that was mostly brought on by me Looking for a light but its too dark to see My emotion on a platter that hidden by my own deceit Success was my lust but i chose to run Now im feeling sicc for the decisions i chose came undone Reality is in and i can see it clearly If i dont make the change i will lose it mentally Trying to rearrange the game being played into my favor But anxiexty taking over into the the winning favor Depression is that what im feeling My mind so gone i pretend im chilling I like for people to hear me but in the code of ryhme So the only people that truly hear me knows my mind Time to stop trying to force the wheel Cuz i know he will take over and show me whats real He took me down this path so i would not be blinded by the surreal Because when you are at your lowest he will guide you bacc up i new hill Then next step it up the mountain Now the sky the limit some crazy profound **** I pray i can find the will because i keep searching but im still grounded This from the heart not the mind because like i said its got way too much to say Peace and God Bless all And dont you worry i wait through hell and water for mine Because when i shine it will be in bright fury Moving nations on a path matter of a fact a journey