True Self Is Still Hidden

The true self is still hidden For me it's not too sudden Still immature to travel alone And a girl that is not flown It's a story of fairy with unconscious feeling like dreams Of becoming an Astronaut and fly like have wings My faith in world is fading slowly Like I'm walking towards darkness daily Yesh it's a story of a fairy Loving, caring but still scary I'm breathing heavily I had seen something that was really deadly It's all easy for me now Because I'm used to it anyhow Yes I'm hurt and asking for what I'm alone to understand, but you cannot Sometimes I think is everything a reality But this is not the clarity You cannot push your frustration Neither stay in depression Still the ending must be happy And for that I'm always crappy Though it's just a journey of up's and down's Let's play it like a game- like mile of rounds No matter how hard it is to get over I'll be only your forever For me it's not too sudden Because my true self is still hidden