Trouble

I really hate this feeling, My heat is too fast My stomach twisting in unmanageable knots hands are shaking so. my knees wobble. too hard to control what will they find? that it will never be mine why cant they set me free? just leave me be? I really hate this feeling to finally be caught my mouth, utterly dry. tongue swollen, ready to cry. my eyes brim with tears. But, i cant let loose now. My brain on hyper drive. still i cant think clear. Why cant they set me free? just leave me be? I really hate this feeling Of finally being caught.