Treacherous Confusion

I am just confused.. I realize that I infuse your life is complicated yet so satiated with desire and so left unsated spoken and fated I leave you to rot and blessed I forgot What is it that we were talking about? I simply haven't the slightest I want to be with the highest Truth be with you and I am with you Leave me with you I strive to be you I'd like to leave you I'd like to see you I'd like to jump off a bridge with you end my life cut my soul into pieces be with me now or I will just devour the misses I simply can't I can't be loved I am a pure hell I am so destraught I never forgot the pain that was brought I am devoured by the tiniest things Consumed by your soul I judge you today I simply can't hold you I want you to sway See my decision not in derision be kind and soft hearted let me be so startled I jump You jump with me I starve you now feed me I thirst You quench it for me I love You love and adore me.