Trapped Inside My Mind

The breathtaking sea of thoughts That floods my brain Clouding my judgement And causing severe pain The whirlwinds of emotions With heavy and drowning feelings It invades all of my surroundings As it fills my lungs with its chaotic waters And the darkness that swallows Me while in my sorrows The silence it echoes While my mind explodes For a minute, all lays calm Like the eye of my storm That longs for existence My suffers stop and I am freed But then I wake To realize it was just a dream There is no escaping the internal screams That haunt me until forever Whispering memories of the sting Causing my ear to ring With my heart that aches till I break And once again I am trapped in this fear For I may lose to this everlasting battle That I am forced to fight against my mind And when I lose I may never return For my happiness is lost And my joy is forgotten The light forever dulled While my insides slowly die All that is left is the numbness from the hurt The tears of the heart That leaves me scared And the person before is no more