Trapped In My Mind

Abuse...
Such a small word, but its fingers
Grow and merge and tangle around your soul,
Consuming you at times and trying to
Pull you back into that black hole.
As every nerve in your body leaves
You scarred, twisted and torn, As you ask again and again 
What was my reason to be born

My lungs start to shrink until I 
Can no longer breathe 
My stomach tied in knots 
Until I physically heave 
His smell, always trying to claw back
in my brain 
circling around and around till it drives me insane

My heart beating faster as darkness
Closes around
My ears continually straining for
The slightest of sounds
My eyes have to close as the
Nightmare engulfs me once more 
My cries in the night that make
My throat sore
Abuse, such a small word, but I
Trust no-one no more!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Gauthier Avatar
May 19, 2018 at 9:55 PM
Well penned, Tracy. Congrats on your win.
Storrier Avatar
May 27, 2018 at 10:49 AM
thank you very much :) x
Gentry Avatar
May 15, 2018 at 8:14 AM
Congratulations on your win. Well done.
Storrier Avatar
May 15, 2018 at 11:37 AM
thank you very much Susan :) x
Green Avatar
February 12, 2018 at 7:23 AM
The wretchedness of memories never leaves, such happenings brand every part of mind and body, You've expressed the pain in such a way, billions of tears couldn't wash you free. For now.. your heart and mind show enormous courage. Truly, your finely laid words show your strength.
Storrier Avatar
February 12, 2018 at 8:06 AM
Thank you so much Emma, I sometimes wish tears could set us free x :)
Michael Avatar
December 23, 2017 at 5:04 AM
A very emotional poem...Strong convictions...Nicely written...All the best Tracy
Storrier Avatar
January 8, 2018 at 8:25 PM
thank you Arturo :) x
May Avatar
December 1, 2017 at 5:15 PM
Very powerful write Tracy...well penned
Downing  Avatar
November 27, 2017 at 6:10 PM
You're not alone now, you have friends here. Keep strong and one day someone will fill that empty cab with love and joy... hugs and smiles :)
Storrier Avatar
December 14, 2017 at 4:18 AM
thank you Akkina, i love this site, so blessed to read many powerful poems, its funny how much it helps to pour words out onto paper, even better to know we are not alone :) x
Downing  Avatar
November 27, 2017 at 12:49 PM
Awe this is deep and heartfelt. Hope this is fiction. It is a very good write though, I enjoyed it even though it got me sad for you... hugs and smiles :)
Storrier Avatar
November 27, 2017 at 2:54 PM
thank you so much Akkina, would love to say its fiction but .... words heal :) x
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