Trapped

Are the feelings meant to subside now you have gone?
What if I still lay petrified in my bed?
Is it supposed to get easier as time goes on?
Cos I still carve your initials in lines of red

I don't want to feel you anymore.
As I hear you creep.
I want to be done fighting this war,
That I fight in my sleep.

I’d let the police file their case,
But in my mind you stand by the door
Trapped in a room face to face,
While I cry on the floor

Another year passes by,
It always comes round quick.
Must force my tears to dry,
In between feeling sick

Leaving your debris
And left your mark,
You pushed yourself into me,
wish you’d done it in the dark.

That way I would have seen less
The flashbacks wouldn't burn so bright.
But these feelings I will suppress,
As I fight through each night.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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Agustin Avatar
January 17, 2026 at 12:44 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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