Trapped

I look inside And I try to pull myself out I want so desperately, just to release What is hurting me But I don't know what's wrong And i'm not sure I can stay strong Behind a wall, i'm locked away Trapped, stumbling through a maze Of unexplainable pain I'm a prisoner to myself A slave to these powerful feelings Not even I have the key I bleed, but you can't see I cry, but I can't let you tell I'm entangled in my own secret hell Everyone has answers But none a cure I wonder what's worth living for Confused and lost Cast into a deep darkness, I can't let go So many tearful thoughts, from who knows where Like Hade's river of despair I look in the mirror and nothing seems real What do I think, what don't I feel Emptiness behind my eyes Puffy from all the tears I cried I can barely remember the girl I was And I can't find a way to help myself So I pray to God, maybe he can help me to see her again, smiling back at me Trapped inside deppression, with so many questions Like how do you even begin to mend a broken heart If there is no place to start.....