Tore Into Two Minds

It's just what it is It shoves and it gives Time now is quite tight Working with all of my might It's just what it is Can't cry, can't laugh Doubts fester away Am I losing my way? Keep going, head-on, strong Something is going wrong No matter how hard I try I keep asking why? It's just what it is Somethings die, somethings give Pressure building too strong But I must carry on It's just what it is Destroying what I can give Perhaps I was left back there in time? Before my brain tore into two minds It's just what it is Harder than it's ever been Perhaps you know what I mean? It's just what it is.