Too Late

I wish I could change it, truly I do. I just don't know if I can tip toe around the fact that u placed me in a box and buried in the back of ur mind. All thanks to me doing time and the fact that I lied about about this thing or that. Just please don't assume that I won't take u back because ur loves like a trap and I'm caught in the vice. So I'll take ur advice and move on with my life because as long as ur happy then I know that it's worth it. Just please don't blame because nobody's perfect and we all make mistakes. So if our loves found it's grave then I'll bring the flowers. And as the days pass by these minutes feel like you're and I'm powerless to change it. So many countless situations, so many groundless accusations mixed with cold hard truths. Ur love changed destinations and that the cold hard truth and I can't bear to swollow. Just thinking about a tomorrow where ur not in it, my world's left cold and hollow and is no longer spinning. So if u think back to the beginning please remember the good. Because I wish I could change it. All the hurt and the anguish. I wish ur pain to be painless and that the stains become stainless plus I wish I was blameless but that's just another another cold hard truth because I know it can't happen. So as my hand starts cramping I continue to write, as I think about all the ways that u changed my life the tears fill my eyes but I can't let u see it so I wrap the pain in desguise and that's how I leave it. Hidden from the surface where nobody can see. Drowning in my emotions but thats just me because u have moved on. So before I say so long I just thought u should know that I'm still holding on because I can't let go. I just can't pretend like it'll be ok. I guess some people leave and then some people stay. I guess some people change as we slowly evolve. So there's a new man today with new problems to solve and I just don't equate. I don't factor in and I wish I could change it but I know it's too late.