Tonight's Lesson

Sometimes I wonder of I'm ready for the world, ready to face the challenges of being human, too many mistakes to be made, too many things could go wrong, I wonder all too often if I won't make it in the world, and I dread the next day, for I know I will be closer to the day when I'm on my own, every day is precious, and because of this I hate them, caught up doing things that prepare me for the world to come, so that I cannot do the things I could be doing before my time, but I still stay up at night and worry.