Tonight I Died

Tonight I have died, As I silently screamed inside. My well of tears has run dry, And I no longer have the strength to cry. I have killed the part of my heart I so freely gave you, Now it the deepest pain I am going through. The only part of my brain... Where I have truly gone insane... Misses you more than the flower misses the dew... The part of my brain that stupidly misses you. If I knew last night was the last time the words "I love you" would escape your lips, I would have clung to them with a death grip. Now as I sit here wondering what I did to destroy "us", The wind begins to gust. Ashes to ashes and dust to dust, I shall lay my head down and do what I must. I must begin to let go of the awesome love I was just getting to know, Before you decided to let go. In your arms I felt safety like no other, I was ceratin nothing could tear it assunder. Why did I have to give you my heart so you could tear it into pieces small enough to fit through a strainer, What did I do to provoke the love god's anger. I'm afraid that an autopsy would show, Nothing but a black hole. When I didn't hear from you it was like a knife to the heart, Was that your plan from the start? So tonight I died, As I silently screamed inside. Ashes to ashes and dust to dust, Remember that you were my most cherished Love. MO:DPS