Tomorrow's Anniversary

Tomorrow is a hard day. When I remember someone, who passed away. Its when I was needed at my brother's side, but I wasn't there, and he committed suicide. Over the years, I dealt with agony and depression. I couldn't put it away, so there was no suppression. He thought his memory would fade, when his final choice was made. His memory lasts on in my heart and mind. Even though my life began to unwind. I miss the times we had and should have had. I just wish I didn't always feel so bad. So many things I wanted to say over the years. I guess I said them, with my endless tears. I'll never know what went wrong that day. But I tell you I love you, every time I pray.