Todays Devotional Sept 30 2019

My devotional today Sept 30, 2019. Ephesians 1:3-12 He chose us in him predestined by his sons and (daudhters) by Jesus Christ to himself. My family is lost from me it brings me so much pain I can't talk to them. Except my brother and sister. I may be alone ( poem by Heather Brearley) I may be alone lord but you have not left me. You are my constant guide. I want to walk by you Lord. Throughout a life i made wrong choices but I have no regrets. They made me strong. Guide my steps Lord let me searve you. Use my pain to show others how you never give up on us. Use my testimony to do your work. Mold me shape me as a peace of clay with your hands. Lay out a path that I may serve you. I can no longer hide from you Lord. I see so much pain and suffering Lord let my own suffering help me relate to those in pain. I want to serve you anyway I can. Give me strength through trials of suffering. You gave me big dimples Lord. Let me use them to shine your light and love in the world. If its your will let me searve you as a missionary.