Noline Van As Poet Rhyme

Today I Feel Tomorrow I Forget

There's a depression running along with my blood today,
sadness, weakness, motionless... continuous.
The fire burns my skin from inside as I try to lighten up my mood - but the fire won't stay,
pain, sorrow, silence... ludicrous. 

I acknowledge my hormones I can do nothing about,
I try to think - I beg to differ - I once again pray.
For, although it's mine, I want to execute same, will it work? I doubt,
May I forget the execution tomorrow - may that thought flow away?

Should I - may I - then again will I?
It's mine - it's a part of me - my definition and character of heart,
would I have the strength to watch those hormones of me die?
I do not know, nor do I know - where do I start?

Twenty four long hours I needed to go,
Thoughts, ideas, new possible outcomes... forgotten.
I am half way threw, still I do not know. 
These astronomic, yet useless, dispute with myself, rotten. 

No solution , no answer, only this depression running along,
I will leave it - I will accept it - for today I am who I am.
I will pray - I will beg to differ tomorrow - I will wish tomorrow strong,
I will sleep tonight - tomorrow forget - create a knew me, myself, and I fan.

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Beata Agustin March 16, 2025 at 6:38 AM Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Have a blessed day.