To Remember

I'm writing this down because I don't know how to express my feelings or emotions I feel so much that I get lost in emotional adventures of anguish, sometimes of ones with angels I am writing this down not to move on because the feelings and emotions remain in a place beyond time, accessible through the heart, but to remember without pain To remember the words I didn't say and the words I should have swallowed To remember the things I didn't do and the things I should have To remember without pain -- to forgive myself To understand the situation you and I were in To grow and grasp the journey so far 11/23/18