To Punish and Humiliate Me Is Cruelty

To punish and humiliate me is cruelty, what I deserve can't be forgotten easily; deny me everything until I ache, until I come to realize my mistake... and being honest, I'll swear that everything you do is fair! I can be sorry for the hard done, and apologizing won't mean much; you can resent all the hurtful words I shouted in anger crossing the line: I don't ask for sympathy, but making up would be a relief from the guilty feelings! To punish and humiliate me is cruelty, each and every blame I must take... remembering when I lay awake and thought of her instead of you: all my fake emotions I can't undo! Whatever came over me? More springs will come with new dreams, but many wishes I cast on falling stars; be in those dreams and breathe with me; I don't deserve to be forgiven twice... if only tears could wash away those cheats: I would be free of this guilt that torments me! To punish and humiliate me is cruelty, I ask for some compassion, not pity; I destroyed the trust you had in me: your bitterness and anger can destroy me!