To My Aborted Fetus

I loved you so much And I wanted you to stay But I just wasn’t brave enough To wait to see your face I let fear get a hold of me I took the coward way I knew deep down that it was wrong But I didn’t turn away I lay down on the table I opened up my legs He pushed his hands inside me I couldn’t hide my tears He asked, ‘do you want me to stop?’ I slowly shook my head I heard the vacuum come on Seconds later you were dead The blood pooled all around me A reminder of my sin My precious baby was now gone I’d never see you again. I’m sorry, please forgive me Is all that I can say I feel so very guilty I took your life away. I know you’re up in heaven With Jesus close to you Please ask Him to forgive me I really did love you