To Much Love

My heart is a blessing and a curse,it's like the more I love it only gets worse and the more I give,the more I get hurt.When I love,I love with my all and thats my down fall.I want to cuddle and conversate and hear about your day. I wanna make out not just at home but in public to!I wanna give in to the sudden urges to kiss and caress you.I wanted our love to be like a trick candle and stay burning,but now my love has turned boring and annoying.Fear of losing you turned into jealousy,bringing out my worse insecurities.I stayed true to my loyalty but I held on to tight.The truth hurt but it was never worth the fights.I tried to prevent the heartache but in the end there was nothing I could do or say,there was no way of stoping her from straying away...