To Calm My Soul

In these days, foretold as the last,
daunting memories from my past
echo in chambers of my mind.
Soon I will leave them all behind
and saunter through an open door,
leaving behind what is no more.

But restful peace alludes me now.
I wonder, with a furrowed brow,
what do I seek but cannot find?
What have I left so undefined?
Is there answer to my query?
Why do I shoulder this worry?

There may be a sin to confess,
a reason for my restlessness.
Within me is a wound, not healed,
a festering that will not yield.
If my concern is to find rest
I must subvert this constant test.

From this stirring there is no cease
no modicum of soothing peace.
I am a potter's vase of clay,
crumbling, fit to be thrown away.
I need more courage to withstand.
Help me, God, please offer Your hand.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Curtis Avatar
July 24, 2016 at 7:36 PM
Beautifully written, rhythm and rhyme---true poetry---maybe one day it will be in style once again--- Well done Marti
Smith Avatar
July 23, 2016 at 12:12 PM
Well done Marti...It seemed to have perfect pace and decent rhyme...I know I feel like crumbling at times but we need to move on and hopefully regain the strength we once had.
Dietrich Avatar
July 23, 2016 at 10:03 AM
wow, Marti, this is very intelligent writing, so thoughtful and skillfully done. Was it for a contest?
Dietrich Avatar
July 23, 2016 at 6:29 PM
Mediocrity is in the eye of the beholder!
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