To All Those From Us (Fragments)

To all those from us, In no specific distance person or time, With anyone who's closeness, Can now only be fragments fillin' our mind.. Because of you I can't sleep tonight. Stuck by my phone I'm waitin' for this doll, Waitin' for this call sayin' words I need to hear cause, My eyes curled up in pain like they're being sown shut but no, Under these few lines I'm filling paragraphs of hope, Looking for this dense directional purpose, Seeing myself flightless I can't cope feeling so useless. Those days come and go when all I think is quit. Letting our hands drift saying cause of you, Inside I'm loosing who I found and now I'm always out of it. Loosing happiness in your choices I just want to see you grin, See you in our house again but for now I must leave you for a bit. I don't see where people have to be so long, Far from reality, holding our hands right here with us yet from us so gone. It seems friends to us are friends two minutes from home, Constantly taking our lives we share away from us, Laying them all out showin' individually we're all so broke always alone. But that's just what it shows, I can't pull myself away from this since dawn, Me just sittin' waitin' by the phone, Knowin' you are who's left yet I can't imagine gone.