Tired

Lost in pride ive lied to myself The words bounce off my ears Like a feather floating in the air Following the trail of my tears Thoughts raddle, creek, slither and moan Coming alive as they become stone Threw before me in anger as love is dismissed In a book of fairy tails remain what Ive wished A simple concept to project but never to accept That belonging to somewhere, someone effect This walking placebo is tired of the tests That erode my dreams with misery and regret Just wishing for a end, simply wither away Eyes sewn shut with half-dollar smiles No more lies no more tries Simply ...cash in my miles