Tired

I am so tired of trying Everyday i am sad and crying You do me like this out of everybody in the world I was the only one who hold you down that ride or die girl I gave you what i had when i had it I get repay from you the wrong way and only thing i can do is sit Why did i ever meet you Cause i wouldnt be so blue I carry your unborn everyday The only thing you got against me is listening to ehat people say Even though i left i always came back to you But i should never came back, you have no clue No clue how much i dont feel smart Fell to hard now i am so tart I dont know what to do dont even no where yo start Do i suppose to end this with my mind or heart I am so hurt right now My face remind me of the sad clown I should never fell inlove I should of just love the one above I am so lost with me I cant find me that is a fee But i have to live with it for ever When am i going to let go, maybe never