Tired

I am tired. Tired of these humans Its not that good people don't exist Yet, a lot of good people are attached to bad people It is exhausting! Like leeches...sucking you dry. I do not understand why. How... when... this will be over. I chose to be a LOVEr so I chose to be a LOSEr I feel like a total loser. I lose so much. I am so exhausted. I just had to let this out. I will always say God is good. Because GOD IS GOOD that's understood but I deserve to do more than survive, but thrive and everyone around me is truly barely surviving. Land of the dead. Dawn of the living... End times right? I hope this ends soon. Better days are ahead.