Time To Move On
My strength I have to regain
Lethal injections into my veins
Controlled myself I had complete rein
Untold you came its an elite gain
All I wanted was sex but that mentality slain
You have unexplainable power
Made a man out of a coward
Able to counter
And devour
Anything life threw at me standing tall over
towers
I tried to slaughter
The feeling but my holy father
Said don't bother
Don't be ashamed the feeling proper
Look what she has done straightened your
posture
But the feeling was so foreign
It poured in
And I tried to resist it
To stubborn to be submissive
But it rattled my brain made limbs powerless
as I fall to knee then stomach as ribs rip
So I admit it
That you and my heart mended
Feels me and you were meant
This is not a stint
My heart vacant as you would say space for
rent
I fuked up badly I can admit
But you also I can't forgive
I thought you were legit
Needed you in my darkest hour
You saw I was hurt
You pissed on my grave as I buried my body
in the dirt
As much as the emotion still stays within
I pray the day someone takes you spot and
someone ends this intrappment
I'll never let you in again
You've found someone who drives you wild
Which is good I used to love to see your smile
And even if our pathways are identical
Mine is the road to recovery removing you
from me you were more to me than any
Biblical symbol
But you saw I was wounded
Ass the the bullet in my brain was soon to hit
You took off the image I shall not soon forget
So I've come to grips
You were the first the only
But its obvious you're not for me
Copyright © A M | Year Posted 2010
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