Tick-Tock Tonight

This night is neverending while i lye here in such angst. my body stiff and motionless while my mind floats far away. all silent while they're sleeping only the tick-tock of the clock and this misery dissolves me As i'm trapped inside my thoughts. the bees begin to descend as they congregate to sworm beneath my skin they hover And build their hives inside my joints I am struck down by my sickness my disorder, this disease and i am weaker now than ever with no light here to be seen. To once be such a fighter, independant willed and tough. Now merely just a prisoner inside a body you once loved. No sleep for me, not on this night maybe tomorrow we shall see. I look to the moon to cleanse me from this morter mixed by hate. Slip into acceptance that this is to be my destined fate For there is no cure and in this we obscure all realities we face.