Thrills For Pills

i don't know when i made a turn for this fork in the road this burden this load i guess started around the age of thirteen years old or so i'm told there were these feelings in which i had no control but with the pills, or booze on anything i could be full i could take back what i felt life had stole and all of these me's and i's took over my mind made me think for only my self and the blame i wanted to find long story short i ran out of money or luck one of the two and a guy made an offer i could not refuse he said honey it is your lucky day these pills are cheaper than the normal price you pay all i want is your body to use for this bag of pills you make the call you make the thrills so i did it i complied and for days i wanted to but could not cry red panties on the floor more times and more it was to easy for me to gain access to this as long as i got my fix i could dismiss so i say thanks to me thanks for the poke thanks for the coke thanks for the turning me into the butt of yet another joke do i drive on to tell this tale does it get worse from here does it prevail