Thoughts of Yourself

My love expressed through the lines written on my heart. It’s filled by pages Unpublished books. With words Defined as poetic verses touching the hearts of any one who want to understand my own personal situations and issues that needs to cleared up. Or shared nightmares and my thoughts….well they are my thoughts. Some of our situations are so similar it’s scary and varies with the life we live and conditions we wish to change. We have to realize when to just let go. I catch you paying attention I just want you to listen, words from my heart clouds my mind. We have no choice but to wait for time. I sit here and wish that my feelings were detachable simply because pain isn't something that I will ever get use to. Maybe you will. Wasted tears that seem to be tattooed on my mind and heart leave un-answered questions to my past. Maybe she will understand how I’m feeling and what’s felt in my soul leaving written or spoken words I’m able to express. This is just who I am. What you think and what I feel are different. I’m sure that change will happen for us. Improvements needed. I’m too weak to fight the emotional barrier placed between us. An emotional hold that neither of us have control over. I’m falling With my thoughts, I’m a midnight thinker. A late night process that have been tested past beyond my limits of any type of control. I think I dreamt this before, somewhere in the back of my mind. Lost time, it does go by fast. The facts clear and blurred vision are the truth of an un seen knowledge until its to late to have the proper thoughts of yourself.