Thoughts of Him.

You were the only one in my eyes, You were the one person i truly didn't give up on. You were important to me, you were my everything. You smile, and i feel my mouth forming a smile. You laugh, and i hear my self laughing. You cry, and i feel tears rolling down my cheeks. You're sad, and i feel sad instantly. You're down, and i can only think to try to make you better. I can't help, but sit here and wait for that day, For the day you finally realize, That I love you. I wish and hope for that day to come soon, So i can see you happy and i can share it with you. I want there to be an us, And i have waited long. But sometimes, i ask myself, Have i waited too long, Are you ever going to my side, To hold and cherish me, And be by my side. I wonder all the time, If we're just not meant to be. I sit and think over and over again, Of all the possibility of you being mines. But i can't see it, I can't feel it. I wonder if i'm just dreaming at times, Maybe this is just all make believe. All the pain and worries, It's all in a different world. But i know now, It's all the truth and i just can't face it. But still i sit here, With your face constantly appearing and disappearing in my head. I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know if you feel the way i feel. I don't know if you even see me that way. I don't know if you are the person i think you are. I don't know if i'm just wasting my time. What to do now, Do i give up all hopes on you? Do i stay where i am now? Do i sit here and just hurt more? I really don't know. I need to see the light to all of this, I need to walk towards the right path, BUT i don't know where the path is.