Thoughts

Just some thoughts S**t on my mind Early mornings I wake Tire everyday The shouts and screams Can't fake that I wanna leave But I take it I stay I can't quit I just pray For better days And better pays Same songs on replay It balances the moods My changing attitudes Now homework No words 13 years + Absurd Family issues The drama The bickering With my mama I don't know My own home Where I live I don't go Out on the road Just traveling the streets I Forrest Gump Same songs on repeat Phone rings And phone beeps These girls that I meet Wanna know me And try to mold me Try to get deeper But the story's not unfolding Best friend Tries to understand Give my brain A cat scan But I hide the tears And pain The only thing anyone knows Is my name I have changed I'm not the same I have gained So much fame Still untamed Yet I'm to blame For all of this Forsaken shame Lungs collapse Tears stream Wishing this all Is a bad dream A nightmare If you will I can not take The red pill Sleep disorders Insomnia Dreams of little Andrea Money lost Can't find a home Don't wonder why I walk alone So I blast my tunes And rip the room At night I converse With the moon But still I laugh And still I play My life this stress Won't take away I can't lose Can't give in This evil world We live in Just some thoughts Some s**t on my mind