Thoughts

In my mind, I have these countless thoughts. Confussion everywhere. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. Of a love lost with time. In the darkness of the bedroom, that used to be ours. All alone, except for my thoughts. I cannot eat no more, nor can I sleep. Sometimes I think the lose of you, will make me wither up,and die. At times I feel death is waiting for me on the other side. I cry especially at night, when I can't feel the warmth of your body near. My pillows are satuated from the mighty river of tears. I am always hoping that you are thinking of me. Hoping that you will call,and knowing that you won't at all. Wishing that our love was still the same. My countless thoughts are endless. My tears. I wish that I could banish it all away.