Thoughts
I think about my past more than I do my future
It’s what slows me down
I scream inside knowing I could’ve done better
And I try to hide
It’s hard to put into words what I feel at times
And I’m scared to close my eyes
I would give anything to take this pain away even for a moment
But if I did I know I’d be lost in time
I show my friends this image of a tough kid
Cold hearted
But it isn't me
It’s just someone I pretend to be
Got me so confused that I can’t even relate to me
If I had to write a check for all Ive lost
I wonder how much it would cost me
Every decision I made
Made me who I am
And where i am is right where I should be
So no more
Could’ve
Should’ve
Would’ve bothering me
Where I go from here
Well
That’s all up to me
D.Christian
Copyright © Durley Christian | Year Posted 2019
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