This Time Now
This time now
Lord I need to go somewhere private to talk to you
It seem like everything is backfiring on me
Now what do I do
All I did was pray and tell the truth
I just prayed to you yesterday
What’s going on
What am I doing wrong
Trying not to get to point when I’m losing faith
Cause a so called man of God doesn’t even practice what he say
Can’t stand it when a so called man of God don’t practice what he preach
Then want to judge people like me
That’s why I don’t believe in religion
Cause of people like him
Lord let me know whats holding me back
From receiving more blessings
Give me signs and dreams
Maybe it looks bad but not what it seems
Lord don’t leave me in the dark
Let me know
Please allow me to see
When I pray
Let me know you with me
Forgive me Lord
My faith is weak
Forgive me
Let my faith increase
I’m really blind
I can’t see
I need you
I can’t tell man how I feel
This world is so judgmental
If I tell someone they will think I’m mentally ill
But you my God won’t judge me
You understand
I trust you You are all I need
I share my thoughts
I trust you with my life
I pray to you in the morning and at night
I feel down
I feel like my prayers don’t work
I feel unappreciated
I’m hurt
I heard them taking
Maybe they are right
I work hard
But I don’t feel smart
Maybe it’s time for a change
I know I have to forgive
I know I have done some wrong
I wish I wasn’t so weak
Forgive them Lord and forgive me
Help me deal with life mentally and emotionally
In Jesus name
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