This Time Now

This time now Lord I need to go somewhere private to talk to you It seem like everything is backfiring on me Now what do I do All I did was pray and tell the truth I just prayed to you yesterday What’s going on What am I doing wrong Trying not to get to point when I’m losing faith Cause a so called man of God doesn’t even practice what he say Can’t stand it when a so called man of God don’t practice what he preach Then want to judge people like me That’s why I don’t believe in religion Cause of people like him Lord let me know whats holding me back From receiving more blessings Give me signs and dreams Maybe it looks bad but not what it seems Lord don’t leave me in the dark Let me know Please allow me to see When I pray Let me know you with me Forgive me Lord My faith is weak Forgive me Let my faith increase I’m really blind I can’t see I need you I can’t tell man how I feel This world is so judgmental If I tell someone they will think I’m mentally ill But you my God won’t judge me You understand I trust you You are all I need I share my thoughts I trust you with my life I pray to you in the morning and at night I feel down I feel like my prayers don’t work I feel unappreciated I’m hurt I heard them taking Maybe they are right I work hard But I don’t feel smart Maybe it’s time for a change I know I have to forgive I know I have done some wrong I wish I wasn’t so weak Forgive them Lord and forgive me Help me deal with life mentally and emotionally In Jesus name