This Sinner

This sinner deserves no peace this sinner deserves only pain This sinner should not be allowed to smile this sinner should not be able to gain This sinner should not be blessed in that way that they are This sinner should have to carry around His scars This sinner does not deserve to be happy after the things they have done This sinner is not worthy of the Holy One This sinner has committed sins that make them feel ashamed This sinner does not deserve to be recognized by their name This sinner has broken a few commandments that we are to follow and abide by This sinner has hurt people intentionally before and has made others cry This sinner has cussed, this sinner has lied This sinner should have been the one that was crucified This sinner does not deserve to look upon the face of God one day This sinner is one of God’s children though, although they tried to run away This sinner was lost in life, heading in the wrong direction and taking the wrong turns This sinner was found by God in His time when she was ready to learn This sinner opened her heart and let the love and peace of knowing God inside This sinner found her haven where she no longer had to hide This sinner found the love that she needed all along This sinner found where she truly belonged This sinner is not special she knows that she doesn’t deserve God’s grace This sinner has asked for forgiveness and is trying to change her ways This sinner still sins every day of her life This sinner is cloaked in His precious blood now and her sins are now washed away like the tide This sinner is me and I am trying to be the person that God wants me to be This sinner wants to help reach others that may not know the gift that you could receive This sinner still feels pain and still hurts and has trials in her life This sinner is stronger and can survive them a little easier now because God is on her side. This poem is from my book titled No Greater Love Than His Love available on Amazon for purchase and Kindle. My pen name is Amanda Carroll Kinzer