This Poem May Not Be For You

In a perfect world monsters wouldn’t creep
They wouldn’t bother little kids while they sleep
They would make keeping a secret a burden so deep
I am a member of a group called scorned
Where fathers show up but never stay to perform
Where mothers stay up late at night weeping instead of sleeping 
And where grandmothers pray for healing 
Where churches ask for donations but no one is giving
In a world asking for answers no one is listening 
The American Dream is bending 
My generation believes that success includes drugs, money, and stripping
Sometimes I picture myself running through the jungle blind 
and when i put my emotions to paper i lose my mind 
If im a little antisocial please forgive me
But people always take and forget to give me
Im always last on the list 
Im always the name they thought of but missed
“Oh i didnt think you would of came”
“I thought you were doing something” 
Did you ask or did you not plan on my attendance? 
I’ve never let my need for happiness turn into dependance 
I’ve never let my circumstances rob me of my dreams 
I refuse to let the struggle strangle whats mine
I am destined for a path that not too many take 
And if they do often they have to fake 
They even act like they’re one way just to make friends 
I’d rather be myself and alone 
at least i don’t have to pretend
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Malloy Avatar
February 22, 2019 at 11:27 PM
I felt every word , thank you for that
Keady Avatar
January 16, 2019 at 7:16 PM
So very good Issabella... so powerful and I can tell it came straight from the heart.. All the very best you.. Keep writing as you do, as it is very cathartic and will help others .. Best Wishes DAMO
De Beaulieu Avatar
January 14, 2019 at 7:56 PM
Hello Issabella McCarty, Good for you!!! my friend.
Kiser Avatar
January 14, 2019 at 4:54 PM
GOod for you, beautifully penned.
Desai Avatar
January 12, 2019 at 7:49 PM
Bare truth in there... Well written, very well indeed.. Never pretend, never hold back Cheers
Krutsinger Avatar
January 12, 2019 at 6:24 PM
A beautiful free verse poem if you ask me. I liked every single thing about it, especially the self-reflection and the way you drew me in so quickly and did not release me until the last two marvelous lines. Loved it!
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