This Pain I Obsure

No one can see the pain obscured in my bright eyes. Sad how nobody can tell that I'm hiding it. Maybe no one care maybe they are too scared to ask.. either way there's no way anyone can help or stop it. Yeah I seem like a normal girl but I'm definatley not.. not really anyone knows the real me. I hardly talk, I dress weird, I get called "screamo" I don't listen to pop like all the other girls, instead of dating the player i date the different sweet one. All these things set me apart from being a "normal" girl. But I'm a very different unique person.I may seem happy and crazy but the pain i obscure is probably all the same pains all the other girls say they have. I handle my pain differently though. Instead of dreading on and on about it on facebook over and over again. I write private poetry or just silently or just silently grieve. This pain I obscure.