This Much Is True

I was thirty-five when we started dating
His tongue
Like a razor when he spoke
Yet so soft
Yet so gentle
When he kissed me
(much like his heart)
And while I pushed 
And pushed and pushed
He pulled
He pulled me into him
And he peeled me 
Away from myself

I remember telling him
“It seems as though people 
are always coming and going; 
No one ever wants to stay”

He yelled at me
with his tongue sharpened like a whip
“Who in their right mind would stay?
You make it so hard to get off the front porch
and no one wants to sit on your front porch,
especially when there’s a constant storm around you”

Of course
I did what I always do
I called him an idiom
and cracked a joke about the
Wizard of Oz
(or some bull like that)
But he had a point and I knew it
I knew it because I felt it
So. 
I invited him in.

He’s past the couch 
but not quite to the bedroom yet-
I am a work in progress
He knows this
Because he is too

And as I sit here on his own couch
Staring at the ceiling fan
That makes me nearly as dizzy 
as he does
I want so much to tell him
He is the best thing about me
But I can’t do it
Because it would be a lie
If he and I were to part ways
Today
Let it be said 
Right here, right now
I’d be no worse for wear
because I am now aware
that the best thing about me
is myself
He knew this even before I did
He has shown this to me and
for some reason
I believe him
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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December 11, 2018 at 8:40 PM
Deanna, I think he is a keeper, and I believe he thinks you are a keeper also! What a great non-lovey, very LOVEY love poem! Well done. Just the kind I like the best. Welcome to Soup!
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December 5, 2018 at 4:38 PM
Sometimes it does take another to show us exactly who we are, though believing it is often the hardest thing to do. It really enjoyed your piece today, it spoke to me and I am not really sure why but it did. I had this truthful ring to it that made me think. Thank you for sharing this today Deanna
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