This May Be a Bitter Ending

i never win at this game i play when i dont even want to and go along with everything he wants me to do knowing what we had is now down the drain. and tears i thought would make him see all that he has done to me were wasting with the years we spent with all those times he came and went. and the bottle is better than the love i give thats not my opinion at all, it's his. but i will show him the girl that i am and with him away from my side, i'll take a stand. i may not have always put my best foot forward and in 5 years we've only managed to go backward... but my heart was always in the right place and i'm just so tired of this chase. he will wake up one day wondering where i am he'll probably tell me he has a plan and he'll say "baby, i made a mistake" but that was a risk he was willing to take.