This Is Who I Am

l'm laughing when I want to cry. I'm strong but easily get wounded. I'm quite when it's time to fight. I'm choosy when there is goal in sight. . I hate false promises and lies. Don't like procrastinators either. I value actions over words, And scrutinizing myself also. Escape reality in dreams. Forgetting when it's hard forgiving. Love, sadness - I have memory for both, But I may *show* it as off. . Don't like attacks to my address. Don't know if it's being Russian. But sense of humor is my friend, So, you can cover it by joking. . I can be trusted. I don't lie. But I am easily trusting. Thus, am naive, but I am wise. So, outer shell can not be busted. . I am polite, but speak my mind, So, maybe many got offended. Surrounded by friends, but many times I feel alone, without being comprehended. . I break and build, I love and make mistakes. But as I fall - get up, learn, getting stronger. I stand by promise. no matter what. So been in storms, but my respect is only longer. . My achievements maybe not so great, But my experience is super. So my capacity to get, to value honesty and such, Can run surprisingly much deeper. . I'm not pretending to be king, Prince charming, rich or pretty dove. I'm complicated and complex. But I can give and I can Love.