This Is What My Heart Says

i swing into dreams i swim into the deepest sleeps i never seem to get back in time now the world seems clearer my friends say i am getting better i wonder if those are just words to deny and a lover of the abyss you sprang out of the mist but i cannot give you what you seek the phone keeps ringing and my heart keeps doubting of all the words you have tried to speak so speak no more. so let me go. please dont speak anymore now i just want you to know. there are rainbows and clouds better than what i am right now you can find them somewhere out there my heart cannot bear the pain i will send because i am not mister evil again please my heart says i want to get out there my heart says i want to let you go i just want you to know. i dont love you anymore.