This Is My Truth

Mother, I need you to forgive me and I apologize, it was ME who made the decision that day; that Mother's Day, no one else was strong enough, yes, I said turn off the life support . . . The doctor told me you were brain dead, oh Lord, I wept how can this be happening; how can the most amazing mother be an empty shell, but your eyes were no longer seeing this world. I had sat beside your bed for days, praying, and I would have given anything to save you, anything; even my own life- mother, you loved life so much, and would not have wanted to be a vegetable. The room was quiet, the machines off, then, you let out a soft long breath- your face relaxed; and you were gone. I am so sorry mother, I am sorry - it was me who set you free . . . ____________________________ April 25, 2019 Poetry/Verse/This is My Truth Copyright Protected, ID 19-1147-456-02 All Rights Reserved. Written under Pseudonym. Submitted into the contest, Truth sponsor, Anthony Slausen First Place
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Ashley Avatar
June 11, 2019 at 7:22 PM
The potent and poignant intimacy of your poem is so deeply affecting, Dear Heart. This stirring piece is truly superb. Congratulations for your excellent win. Warmest wishes.. ~Susan
La France Avatar
June 12, 2019 at 8:00 AM
Susan, thank your for the compliment on my poem and for the congratulations, appreciate so much ~
Marcum Wong Avatar
June 8, 2019 at 10:13 PM
This poignant poem is so deserving of First Place Constance. Congratulations on your trophy win! ; ) xxoo
La France Avatar
June 9, 2019 at 12:09 PM
Connie, thank you so much for your kind words and congratulations !
Faulkner Avatar
June 8, 2019 at 5:06 PM
This is just heartbreaking, it can be so painful but done out of the purest love, congratulations on your placement-
La France Avatar
June 9, 2019 at 12:10 PM
Michelle, thank you for your compassion and congratulations and yes it was written with "pure love" .
Pigeon Tart Avatar
June 8, 2019 at 10:12 AM
Powerfully penned Constance! Warm hugs and Congratulations for your top win :) xomo
La France Avatar
June 9, 2019 at 12:10 PM
Maureen, thank you for the compliment and congratulations .
Gauthier Avatar
June 7, 2019 at 11:22 PM
well penned, Constance. Congrats on your top win.
La France Avatar
June 8, 2019 at 8:44 AM
Line, thanks for the compliment and the congrats ~
Romios Avatar
May 29, 2019 at 9:52 PM
You did what they told you to do. I lost my Mom, but under more dire circumstances. Not diminishing your loss. Hard when we lose Moms. PR
La France Avatar
June 3, 2019 at 7:51 AM
Panagiota, sorry about your mom, maybe one day you will be able to tell me about it. There is no greater pain than losing the one who gave us life ~
Beilschmidt Sr. Avatar
May 29, 2019 at 6:40 PM
Very personal and heartfelt poem. Sorry for your grief.
La France Avatar
June 3, 2019 at 7:46 AM
Allen, thanks for the visit and comment, and compassion ~
Godwin Avatar
May 28, 2019 at 4:35 PM
Oh, mercy am I emotionally limp right now. This poem is beautifully loaded with emotional stings to my heart. And not just because my 82-year-old mother called last night to say she'd put me on her do not resuscitate form (she is NOT currently ill.) Your pen bled peaked feelings. Poetry hugs ... CayCay
La France Avatar
June 3, 2019 at 7:46 AM
CayCay, thank you for the comment, I understand how your mother feels, yes, my poem is sad but poetry is where my sorrow lives ~
Rodrigues Avatar
May 28, 2019 at 8:53 AM
Devastating to free the one who gave you life. But the relaxing of the face shows a calm serenity though even now as you give it thought, you can’t forgive yourself. I think your mom would want you to breathe and relax too. Hugs...Kim
La France Avatar
May 28, 2019 at 11:01 AM
Kim, I have experienced lots of sorrow and death in my life but having to end my beloved mother's life was the hardest, thanks for your kind compassion ~
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