This Is Me

Sometimes it gets better
Sometimes I heal
Sometimes my eyes get wetter
Waiting for these scars to heal

The scars on the outer
The scars on the inner
I scream in more agony louder
But my voice just exhausts and trails thinner

That’s me 
The hurt me
The scared me 
The dying me
The heartless me

I’m the labelled girl
The ‘psycho girl’
The ‘messed up girl’

I don’t know who I am
Not anymore
I just wish suicide
I just want to end this war

Just give up the fight
Give up this life
Head towards the light
Deep into the night

Because when you live in hell
Heaven will always win!

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017



Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Date: 11/9/2017 11:47:00 PM
Erase the hurt in poetry it does work....Seren
Login to Reply
Date: 11/8/2017 12:11:00 PM
I want to cry for you. God gave us our lives to live. I pray you find strength to fight your demons, get the support you need and find joy in your heart. Keep writing beautiful girl.
Login to Reply
Date: 11/8/2017 10:47:00 AM
The poem is a revelation. A opening to the soul. This is how poetry hooked me. I was feeling bad, real bad when I began to write verse. It was so satisfying and still is. Keep writing my friend and learn to live with this dog world fleas and all.
Login to Reply
Get a Premium Membership
Get more exposure for your poetry and more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Radiant Verses: A Journey Through Inspiring Poetry

Member Area

My Admin
Profile and Settings
Edit My Poems
Edit My Quotes
Edit My Short Stories
Edit My Articles
My Comments Inboxes
My Comments Outboxes
Soup Mail
Poetry Contests
Contest Results/Status
Followers
Poems of Poets I Follow
Friend Builder

Soup Social

Poetry Forum
New/Upcoming Features
The Wall
Soup Facebook Page
Who is Online
Link to Us

Member Poems

Poems - Top 100 New
Poems - Top 100 All-Time
Poems - Best
Poems - by Topic
Poems - New (All)
Poems - New (PM)
Poems - New by Poet
Poems - Read
Poems - Unread

Member Poets

Poets - Best New
Poets - New
Poets - Top 100 Most Poems
Poets - Top 100 Most Poems Recent
Poets - Top 100 Community
Poets - Top 100 Contest

Famous Poems

Famous Poems - African American
Famous Poems - Best
Famous Poems - Classical
Famous Poems - English
Famous Poems - Haiku
Famous Poems - Love
Famous Poems - Short
Famous Poems - Top 100

Famous Poets

Famous Poets - Living
Famous Poets - Most Popular
Famous Poets - Top 100
Famous Poets - Best
Famous Poets - Women
Famous Poets - African American
Famous Poets - Beat
Famous Poets - Cinquain
Famous Poets - Classical
Famous Poets - English
Famous Poets - Haiku
Famous Poets - Hindi
Famous Poets - Jewish
Famous Poets - Love
Famous Poets - Metaphysical
Famous Poets - Modern
Famous Poets - Punjabi
Famous Poets - Romantic
Famous Poets - Spanish
Famous Poets - Suicidal
Famous Poets - Urdu
Famous Poets - War

Poetry Resources

Anagrams
Bible
Book Store
Character Counter
Cliché Finder
Poetry Clichés
Common Words
Copyright Information
Grammar
Grammar Checker
Homonym
Homophones
How to Write a Poem
Lyrics
Love Poem Generator
New Poetic Forms
Plagiarism Checker
Poetry Art
Publishing
Random Word Generator
Spell Checker
Store
What is Good Poetry?
Word Counter
Hide Ad